Sunbutter Chocolate Chip Blondies + 5 Peanut-Free Treats Every Kid Will Love!

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Memories, good and bad, often flash inside my mind when I bake.  They come on strong, and leave me laughing or tear me apart; throwing off my baking zen either way.

“Mama my eye hurts.” G. “What happened? Lets have a look.” Me.

I didn’t realize what was happening. I didn’t know this was just the beginning of a very long day.

I give my Dad and his wife a hug good-bye, and buckle G into his car seat. Bubba starts the car.  N sleeps peacefully in his car seat and C happily sucks on a lollipop. “I can’t believe the Easter bunny is coming tomorrow!”

We head home.

He starts to cry. I turn around. Hives cover his arms, legs and chest.  His eye lid is now the size of a golf ball.

“He is reacting.” (To what? I checked all the candy.  I always check.)

Bubba pulls over; I give G a teaspoon of Benadryl.  He won’t calm down.  This should work, I tell myself.  We get back on the highway.

He is hysterical.  “My throat!” G.

“Mama, Daddy!” C.

Breathe. This is happening.  He is having an anaphylactic reaction.  The doctors mentioned this could happen. Remember?  You know what to do.  You played this scenario over and over, in your head, while your body ran; ran miles and miles in the rain, the sun, the bitter cold. Ran.

For a moment, amid the chaos I realize I’ve made the decision. I pull the dreaded epi-pen from my bag, unbuckle my seat belt and jam the auto-injector into my son’s thigh. He screams. C cries. “Mommy, no!” N is still somehow asleep.  Bubba drives fast and remains calm.  We are many miles from an emergency room.

Within minutes G is calm. The hives are still visible, bloodied from his constant scratching.  His eye remains swollen.  “I feel better now.” The epi-pen worked. 

We arrive at the ER and a nurse evaluates him immediately.  She detects wheezing.  G is so sleepy. Poor boy. We are escorted to a room where we spend the next 6 hours watching our son sleep peacefully on a hospital bed, the ER physician checking in every hour to see how we are doing.  Bubba kisses G on the forehead, he looks tired, and worried; tears ready to pour down his cheeks, if only he would let them.  He takes C and N home, where my sister-in-law waits for them. I wait and watch our boy.

He wakes up and asks for something to eat, as if nothing happened.  We just aged 10 years in 6 hours.  He won’t understand that kind of worry until he has kids someday. He happily eats a turkey sandwich.

It is 10 pm and we are home again. G climbs up to his sleeping sister’s bunk and says “C____ I’m back.” She hugs him.  He wants to play.  “Time to go to bed G. The Easter bunny is coming tonight!”

Bubba and I spend the next two hours hiding Easter eggs and putting together their baskets.  We climb into bed, exhausted.  We snuggle up to each other, holding on tight, tighter than usual.

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Slightly sweet with a hint of salt, Sunbutter is a tasty peanut-free alternative. The original recipe called for peanut butter and peanut butter cups, which I replaced with Sunbutter and chocolate chips.  The result is a perfectly sweet and moist brownie with just enough chocolate chips.  I love blondies because the possibilities are endless. Get creative!

Sunbutter Chocolate Chip Blondies

makes 12 bars

recipe adapted from Cooking Light

Ingredients:

1 1/4 cups unbleached all-purpose flour

1 cup sugar

1/2 tsp. baking powder

1/4 tsp. salt

1/3 cup Sunbutter (I used natural.)

1/4 cup of unsalted butter, melted and cooled slightly

2 tbsp. milk ( I used 1 percent.)

1 tsp. vanilla extract

2 large eggs, lightly beaten

1/2 cup of chocolate chips

Cooking spray

Directions:

Pre-heat your oven to 350°F.  Spray a 9 inch square metal baking pan with cooking spray and set aside.  In a large bowl, whisk together flour, sugar, baking powder and salt.  Set aside.  In a small bowl, combine Sunbutter, melted butter, milk and eggs, scraping down the sides of the bowl until the wet ingredients are well incorporated.  Add the Sunbutter mixture to the flour mixture and stir until just combined. Fold in the chocolate chips.

Spread the batter into prepared pan. Place in the oven and bake for about 20 minutes or until a cake pick inserted in center comes out with moist crumbs. Cool in pan on a wire rack for about an hour. Cut into squares and serve. The bars will last at room temperature, in an air-tight container for about 2 days. Enjoy!

5 Peanut-Free Treats Every Kid Will Love!

If  you love Butterfingers, head over to Jelly Toast for Emily’s peanut-free butterfingers recipe!

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Last year I made chocolate and sunbutter pretzel bars. Bubba and the kids went nuts for them. Head over to my blog for the recipe.

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Divvies allergen friendly chocolate cupcake recipe is a staple in our house for birthday parties.

Chewy Oatmeal Ginger Cookies + 5 Incredible Cookie Links

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We got away from it all last week; away from our schedule and unfinished house projects, away from traffic and boisterous neighbors. We spent the week together in quiet, bucolic, Little Compton, Rhode Island. I think each of us fell in love with this town, because it is such stark contrast to our hometown. We had the best of both worlds: the countryside and the ocean. Driving along the quiet, wide open roads lined with beautiful, stone walls, windows down felt great, like a dog sticking its head out of the car window great. The countryside, a lush green, was breathtaking.  “It’s so green here.” Me. “It feels like we are in a different country, like Ireland.” Bubba.

We spent the days at the beach. C took on the waves with her boogie board. G busied himself with rocks, shells and sand. They played in the shallow inlet next to our beach chairs while the baby nursed and slept. N was our “wrap it up” alarm. Once he got fussy, it was time to head home. The kids, tired from the beach, zoned out to a show while Bubba and I enjoyed cold beers; N asleep on one of us or cooing to the sounds of his brother and sister. We made easy dinners, ate s’mores and lit sparklers. We put the kids to bed tired and happy. (Most of the time they were tired and happy; after all it is a family vacation with 3 kids six and under. You know how that can go.)

At least once a day, we drove by a farm stand over flowing with fresh, local produce. We stopped at a few times to load up on fruit, corn, veggies and greens. I was in food heaven. On one of my morning runs I saw a small sign that read “farmer’s market, Thursday, 2-4”, a tiny arrow pointing me in the direction. “Ya, it’s Thursday!” But, since I get my chance to run in the morning, it was way to early to check it out. Later that day I escaped to the market, alone. I took my time looking over the produce, all of it made my mouth water, except for maybe the kohlrabi. (If broccoli and cabbage have a baby this what they get. No thanks.) Yet among all of this delicious produce a glass cookie jar, sitting on a shelf, surrounded by potatoes of all things, caught my attention. “Oatmeal Ginger Cookies” the tiny sign read. Yes please. 3 remained, I took one. (I should have grabbed all 3. I know. I regret that decision.) After the kids went to bed, I split the cookie in half and took a bite. The cookie was crisp, yet chewy and sugar-coated with bits of chopped, crystalized ginger throughout. So good. So good, that I almost ate Bubba’s half. Bubba ate his half and I thought about this cookie for days. When we got home, I tried to recreate that cookie. Here is the recipe. Enjoy, warm with a glass of milk.

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Chewy Oatmeal Ginger Cookies

makes 24 large cookies

Recipe adapted from The Silver Palate Cookbook Oatmeal Raisin Cookies

Ingredients:

12 tablespoons unsalted butter, at room temperature

1/2 cup sugar

1 cup light brown sugar

1 large  egg

2 tbsp. water

1 tsp. vanilla extract

2/3 cup unbleached, all-purpose flour

1 tsp. ground cardamom

1/2 tsp. kosher salt

1/2 tsp. baking soda

3 cups of old fashion oats

1 tbsp. + 1 1/2 tsp. crystallized ginger, finely chopped

1/2 cup raw sugar for rolling

Directions:

Preheat your oven to 350F and line two cookie sheets with parchment paper and set aside.

In a medium bowl, whisk together flour, cardamom, salt, baking soda and oats. Set aside.

Using a stand mixer with a paddle attachment, cream the butter and sugars until light and fluffy, about 3 minutes, scraping down the bowl once or twice. Add the egg and beat until well incorporated. Next , add the water and vanilla.

Slowly, add dry ingredients to wet mixture until combined. Add chopped ginger.

Now you can either bake immediately or place the cookie dough in an air-tight container and refrigerate for a few hours or over-night. (The flavor really sets in when you allow the dough to rest, but sometimes you can’t wait that long, and that’s ok!)

Pour 1/2 cup of raw sugar into a bowl and set aside. ( I like raw sugar because it adds a nice crunch to the outside of the cookie.)

When ready to bake, use and ice cream scoop  and scoop the dough. Roll each cookie ball into the raw sugar and place on your prepared baking sheet. Wet your hand, flatten each cookie ball into a 5 inch round. Bake for 15-17 minutes. Allow to cool for 10 minutes on the pan and then transfer to a wire rack to cool completely. If you have any leftovers, these cookies will last in an air-tight container for a couple of days. Enjoy!

5 Incredible Cookie Links!

If you are looking for a new take on a shortbread cookie, head over to Design Love Fest for her shortbread cookies with beet glaze. I didn’t know you could use beets as part of a cookie glaze either. I am fascinated and they look beautiful!

Need a ridiculously yummy cookie to bring to your next summer gathering? Bakers Royal has a recipe for you. Here’s a hint: the cookie is both a brownie and an oatmeal cookie with M n M’s.

Almond + Matcha Green Tea Cookies. Yes they exist and I need to try them. Kiran Tirun has the recipe for you. Check out her other awesome recipes while you are there, like mango strawberry salsa or roasted cherry balsamic lassi.

I love the idea of a breakfast cookie, especially a blueberry waffle cookie. Head to Bakers Royal for the yummy recipe.

Before we know it berry season will turn into apple season. Joy the Baker’s Apple Cinnamon Oatmeal Cookie is a cookie I will definitely make this fall!